#Pure Brightness# #清明节# In memory of my deceased parents
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.
——W. H. Auden
Such day, between nothing and grief, I will take grief. No one wants to write an elegy. I presume we simply must, the death of someone dear-or even a stranger-calling forth words that fail to explain, but sometimes provide our only comfort.
Today I would like share a poem of Billy Collins:
The Dead
The dead are always looking down on us, they say,
while we are putting on our shoes or making a sandwich,
they are looking down through the glass-bottom boats of heaven
as they row themselves slowly through eternity.
They watch the tops of our heads moving below on earth,
and when we lie down in a field or on a couch,
drugged perhaps by the hum of a warm afternoon,
they think we are looking back at them,
which makes them lift their oars and fall silent
and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes.
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.
——W. H. Auden
Such day, between nothing and grief, I will take grief. No one wants to write an elegy. I presume we simply must, the death of someone dear-or even a stranger-calling forth words that fail to explain, but sometimes provide our only comfort.
Today I would like share a poem of Billy Collins:
The Dead
The dead are always looking down on us, they say,
while we are putting on our shoes or making a sandwich,
they are looking down through the glass-bottom boats of heaven
as they row themselves slowly through eternity.
They watch the tops of our heads moving below on earth,
and when we lie down in a field or on a couch,
drugged perhaps by the hum of a warm afternoon,
they think we are looking back at them,
which makes them lift their oars and fall silent
and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes.
看完了重做一遍但不想在那個號做
1. sammy[亲亲]
2. mystery spot和red meat（還有好多
3. s3
4. Crowley（主要是喜歡演員可愛
5. rowena（差點想說ruth
6. j2
7. Gabriel（gadreel我也覺得不錯（cas你嗎呢 想都不要想
8. asstiel（這個才是
9. 以前是Lucifer 現在是Crowley
10. 都不喜歡行嗎 非要選的話是JN 因為不需要什麼演技
11. og Death
12. bloody mary
13. 記不住...
14. 1.0
15. a very supernatural Christmas/ redmeat（我哭了沒啊我忘了）/swansong/carryon/allhellbreaksloose（好像哭了？）
16. Crowley
17. wincest（hellers我可去你嗎的
18. huh 想不起來
19. s2他倆猜拳/s6他們在車裡ja講台詞講不出來/s7jp故意搞怪然後ja憋不住笑（好多好多
20. 2.21dean抱著sam哭 8.23sam最後崩潰的那五分鐘
21. s/d的我都喜歡[馋嘴]
22. s10 至於具體最不喜歡哪集...太多垃圾了
23. bobby唄
24. rabbitfoot那集叫啥來著black什麼
25. 沒看過 sorry 以後一定
26. 除了sd我都不care....Crowley吧
27. ...怎麼問倒我這個sammygirl了...‘cause you're still my big brother
28. dont you dare to think theres anything past or present i would put in front of you
29. 2.0
30. 2.22/8.23/15.20[挤眼]
1. sammy[亲亲]
2. mystery spot和red meat（還有好多
3. s3
4. Crowley（主要是喜歡演員可愛
5. rowena（差點想說ruth
6. j2
7. Gabriel（gadreel我也覺得不錯（cas你嗎呢 想都不要想
8. asstiel（這個才是
9. 以前是Lucifer 現在是Crowley
10. 都不喜歡行嗎 非要選的話是JN 因為不需要什麼演技
11. og Death
12. bloody mary
13. 記不住...
14. 1.0
15. a very supernatural Christmas/ redmeat（我哭了沒啊我忘了）/swansong/carryon/allhellbreaksloose（好像哭了？）
16. Crowley
17. wincest（hellers我可去你嗎的
18. huh 想不起來
19. s2他倆猜拳/s6他們在車裡ja講台詞講不出來/s7jp故意搞怪然後ja憋不住笑（好多好多
20. 2.21dean抱著sam哭 8.23sam最後崩潰的那五分鐘
21. s/d的我都喜歡[馋嘴]
22. s10 至於具體最不喜歡哪集...太多垃圾了
23. bobby唄
24. rabbitfoot那集叫啥來著black什麼
25. 沒看過 sorry 以後一定
26. 除了sd我都不care....Crowley吧
27. ...怎麼問倒我這個sammygirl了...‘cause you're still my big brother
28. dont you dare to think theres anything past or present i would put in front of you
29. 2.0
30. 2.22/8.23/15.20[挤眼]
18岁的生日是个周六，我上完了一天的课然后鬼使神差地跑去超市买了一大盒巧克力，之后就拥有了足足一个月吃着巧克力跷着脚快乐听课刷题的日子，填满了一大半春天的幸福。现在想想那时候的快乐真简单。
其实25岁的日子好像并不完美，时时刻刻感受外界的压力，感受童年往事的侵蚀，价值观的崩坏，无数次自我否定，感觉自己不值得被爱，一度崩溃到想要结束自己的生命。好在最后我还是走了过来。
站在新一岁回望，除了痛苦的回忆，还有无数的小确幸，好像人生也没那么糟嘛。看《心灵奇旅》的时候我忍不住疯狂抹泪，因为不知道什么时候我忽然失去了生活的勇气。现在想起来所有的郁结其实也不过如此。
—So what do you think you’ll do? How are you gonna spend your life?
—I'm not sure. But I do know … I’m gonna live every minute of it.
其实25岁的日子好像并不完美，时时刻刻感受外界的压力，感受童年往事的侵蚀，价值观的崩坏，无数次自我否定，感觉自己不值得被爱，一度崩溃到想要结束自己的生命。好在最后我还是走了过来。
站在新一岁回望，除了痛苦的回忆，还有无数的小确幸，好像人生也没那么糟嘛。看《心灵奇旅》的时候我忍不住疯狂抹泪，因为不知道什么时候我忽然失去了生活的勇气。现在想起来所有的郁结其实也不过如此。
—So what do you think you’ll do? How are you gonna spend your life?
—I'm not sure. But I do know … I’m gonna live every minute of it.
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