冬至
中午食堂有五颜六色饺子 很漂亮，但报吃
早早下班去练琴，路上看到蓝天月亮黄楼
正纠结晚上要不要去看拉拉蓝，因为一百的票价犹豫不决中，突然被问要不要蹭饭去，蹭饭大王美美蹭
晚上应酬成功拒酒，吃火锅 煮个饺子意思一下，吃完饭开心归来
产生了很大的peer pressure
打电话给妈妈家里在包汤圆，馋了于是点个汤圆外卖，但是被别人拿了，但是在群里问了之后找到了
anyway今天挺开心，某种程度上 无意义的空虚感缓解很多，大概e人就是得跟人说话 跟自己说话就会发疯
相比起我老板刚毕业时甚至到了现在under pressure 我的日子看起来实在好过
果然 幸福是在对比中来的

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1、still alive
2、缺人缺錢缺愛的一年，遲鈍匱乏且一事無成
3、平靜與狂躁
4、依然緊張。和身體、和內心、和周遭
5、又開始恨高中同學
6、謝謝很多人，即便我如此倦於維持關係
7、看球好痛苦
8、always under someone's protection
9、匆匆忙忙不斷掉落，現在覺得撿不回來也無所謂了。是否是一種進步
10、你為什麼哭了呢？

2023.12.22

Last Christmas

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Ooh
Oh, oh, baby
A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover, but you tore me apart
Oh, oh now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special, special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart (I gave you mine)
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special
Special
So long

作詞/作曲：George Michael