/Year of the Dog
If you all didn't think I was crazy, I'm sure you will now. How do I explain the thing I've said and done? How do I explain the person I've becom? I know I've disappointed everyone and I'm sorry for that. I wish I was a more articulate person. I believe life is magic, it is so precious. And there is so many kinds of life in this life, so many things to love. The love for husband or wife, a boyfriend or girlfriend, the love for children, the love for yourself, and even material things. This is my love, it is mine. And it fills me, and it defines me, and it compells me on.
/No Time to Die
the function of man is to live, not to exist.

#寻青[超话]# asking for same question almost everyday "when we can see them together for 2nd project? this year, next year, or maybe 3 years later?" who know..[摊手], but what i can do for now is pray for them, wish they're success with their own career as an actor/actress, become popular so they can gain new fans who will support them in the future
if they have a fates they will meet in new project as soon as possible
and this my routine is keep rewatching their scenes..bcz i miss them
gud nite #寻青# [月亮]

#单向睡前阅读挑战#
这两天再读《吴军数学通识讲义》#吴军数学通识讲义-吴军[图书]#
和《Becom》（米歇尔·奥巴马传）#成为：米歇尔·奥巴马自传-[美]米歇尔·奥巴马[图书]#
今天拿到单读28的《明亮的时刻》#明亮的时刻# 和经典译文本《十一种孤独》#十一种孤独-(美)理查德·耶茨[图书]# 今天整体状态没有办法好好去看书，昨晚看的比较多，单读28的封面确实有些惊艳也许和书中内容一样，这是一本女导演特辑，早上醒来时有看#羽来信-祝羽捷[图书]# （这真是一本可以反复观看的里面的信件，与30个人的来信，不同的观点，至少现在我那么觉得）改变了一些我对当代美术馆的看法，你去看艺术作品这件事和你说出来完全就是两回事儿，更让我难忘和打动我的，让我觉得在作品面前可以遗忘掉自我的至今想起来是在#辽宁省博物馆# 看的那副宋徽宗的瑞鹤图#瑞鹤图# （我还买了那个同款帆布包，九月份再去博物馆的时候背了那个包，当时有个人问了我一句宋徽宗的瑞鹤图啊，在里面说话声很小，戴着口罩我微笑着点一下头，还有一个去年冬天在贵阳也闲书局#贵阳·也闲书局[地点]# “对话与告白”那场活动时，许知远的签名，大家都签书，我也签了，然后我把包也签了，很淡看不太出来，我可真爱帆布包，但已经好久没有遇到想买和喜欢的帆布包了，还有一个包是上学数学课时候突然讲到什么内心一种被高数击中的感觉，于是借用买帆布包一动作记录下了那个带给我新奇感受的瞬间，上面是达芬奇的手稿，后来有一次去一家叫惊奇的酒吧，他家店面开门处便有那幅图，嗯，我似乎更爱这种参杂着独特记忆和感受的物品，串联着感受时空记忆）