#bjd[超话]#

终于拍了&的外拍

今年的愿望大概也算压着尾巴又实现一个

虽然挑挑拣拣也凑不齐九图，阴天光线太差了

举着两个三分去拍照，真的仿佛是在户外健身

@Dollzone官方微博
@沉脊Spine_ @沈涧涧

#dearminedoll#
@一个萌萌哒的二凡凡 @Sweet_Of_The_Night

It is just annoying when
I realize it's already late night again,
and all those confused thoughts come across my mind.
It seems like I could come up with some answers,
buactually, it really bothers me over and over again.
I cannot just let others think what I'm thinking, follow what I'm talking.
Sometimes I doubt that
could I really keep believing in what I've believed.
All those around me make me fool.
I'm taking in more, however, feeling narrower.
Angry easily. Love to hurt. Always jealousy. Being hypocrite. Extremely arrogant.
I've already know, I cannot change anything.
Abhoring myself,
slothful, numb, fatuous.
Normal as real, proud as imagine.
Something bubbling inside of me,
Comes up with a surge of
frustration, depression,

feeling a knot in my throat, my left atrium's prickling.
All makes me restless.
"I'm so sick of it."
It's been a long time since anyone really listen to my words, like
I feel bad, sometimes, not really, often.
I feel bad, often.
Well, all those are fart
yet, sort of lovely.
Hope I enjoy the daylight today.
I do enjoyed the dry spirit tonight.

星期天晚上月亮很圆，中午从妈妈家出发回到广州，晚上又约了心一家去西坊吃饭，饭后我拉我女儿乖巧地坐下拍照，想让姐妹也一起坐下（心只比她小一天）结果被一个不认识的小男孩强行加入并抢镜，心也是头也不回地往上爬。
其实2岁的孩子真是自卑又自大，每天都要因为一些鸡毛蒜皮的小事崩溃一两次，但是也会给出一些意想不到的惊喜，比如今晚睡觉让她跟书说再见，她一边收一边嘴里说：good night！我？？好的，那就每天输入一点吧…无意中，就会有反馈了。[打call]