可是，我大概算不得上是你的好朋友。
我不过是尘埃和影子罢了。
可以随便被遗忘和丢弃。
那些所有你给的感动和温暖，大概你已经忘了。
而我却珍惜了很久很久，是我暗淡世界里，坚持下去的光。
有时候强迫自己不去在意，却偏偏生的一副敏感的心思，强迫自己，努力的说服自己，告诉自己，没关系。
暗地里却是呕了一遍又一遍。
却还要装作无所谓的样子。
什么时候开始的呢，大概是我像一只被遗弃的猫一样。
很多事情，没说出来，只是咽了下去。我以为你明白我的在意，而你以为我大大咧咧不在意。
好似很久以前。
可能一开始，就是交叉，那个点过后，就会越来越远。
许许多多次，我希望我是独一无二。
许许多多次，我知道我不是。
我发现自己格格不入时，努力去改变过，去尝试融入过。
可是始终，我只能在边缘徘徊。
始终我有拘束感。
永远记得，那个因为心疼你而哭泣的不能自己的自己。
Thy friend has a friend and thy friend‘s friend has a friend so be discreet 你的朋友有朋友，朋友的朋友又有朋友，所以要谨慎小心。
因为你的朋友，不只有你这一个朋友。

No man is an island,
entire of itself;
every man is a piece of the continent,
a part of the main;
if a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less,
as well as if a promontory were,
as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were:
any man's death diminishes me,
because I am involved in mankind,
and therefore,
never send to know for whom the bell tolls;
it tolls for thee.
探究一个人为什么会变成这样，就是要探究他的世界。没有人是一座孤岛。

No man is an island,
entire of itself;
every man is a piece of the continent,
a part of the main;
if a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less,
as well as if a promontory were,
as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were:
any man's death diminishes me,
because I am involved in mankind,
and therefore,
never send to know for whom the bell tolls;
it tolls for thee.
Portree
Neist Point Lighthouse