我哭的好大声…没想到我的遗憾——只能靠脑补出来的圆满结局（甚至一度觉得脑补he会更虐而导致我开始劝说自己接受be 因为历史上肯定就是be）结果九人亲自圆了 甚至今天还是顾老师的生日…
「旧忆故址，薇草长青，无论在梦中在心田，顾老师或许永远在那里，等待或不必等待，一位归乡或不必归乡的女士，怀着她心里，或她心里的答案。」
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?-
With joy and pearls

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

u know what I think it’s the best if we just leave it there bury it deep if possible and try avoiding it for the rest of our lives although ‘fixing it’ sounds promising we are gonna achieve nothing but more harm to each other by trying so let’s just accept that we are gonna be fcking broken till the day we die it’s prob gonna be fine