其实我之前一直觉得像霉这种已经站在世界之巅的艺术家，不会对于婚姻有太强烈的期待，世俗意义上大家都会想当然地觉得都这么成功了结不结婚又有什么重要呢？但是听完TTPD，还是感受到了霉那种曾经想要与心爱之人共度一生的冲动和兴奋，Maybe it's not all about marriage，而是在被爱人坚定地选择时永远忍不住感动颤栗，只有这样发自内心去爱的人才能写出如此感情充沛的歌。

最近看了一个教授的结课寄语，"Don't assume everyone older than you knows what they're doing. Nobody has all the answers, and everyone is navigating their own path. Education not only teaches us how to think, but also provides us with the freedom to choose what we think about. …It's incredibly easy to go through your life completely unconscious, just doing what everyone else thinks just just following the crowd.As we embark on our journey, it's easy to succumb to societal pressures and chase after money, beauty, power, or intellect. However, I promise you if you chase money, you're always going to feel poor. If you worship beauty and physical appearance, you are always going to feel ugly. If you worship power, you're always going to feel weak. You're gonna feel like never had enough.

今天完整算听了五遍标准版一遍加曲版[泪]标准版第一遍听最吸引我的有fortnight 我的男孩弄坏玩具 弗罗里达 i can do it with a broken heart后面再听发现每一首都很好听[泪]我是姜子牙我给霉霉姐封神给TTPD封神 ICDIWABH真的可以说是乐景衬哀情，小草莓们的解析do it 指代开演唱会，歌词中写的“I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday”，感叹霉霉姐对粉丝的包容和爱，尽管粉丝和外界对自己的感情批评指责，说自己不应该喜欢某一个人，这个人大概率是Matty，但是霉霉姐选择用写歌来宣泄自己的情绪，“I don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing”但是爸爸我爱他里面也明确写了自己不会去迎合外界的声音，是霉霉姐对这件事情的表态也是希望大家能从歌中找到共鸣。感觉整张专辑霉霉姐都毫无保留的把自己的各种情绪宣泄出来，毕竟All's fair in love and poetry，在爱与诗歌中一切都是平等的。后面十五首还没有来得及细品感觉前面十六首都需要很长时间消化。