Tears that have passed through thousands of years can only be seen in dreams. I want to see you again, even if I have a lingering attachment in my past life, I am awake and disillusioned in my blood. Not only are your tears laughing at the wind singing goodbye, no matter how many years I have to wait.

萨特对笛卡尔梦析的析：But such a hypothesis is strikingly unlikely: for dreamers to reason and make comparisons requires them to be in full possession of their discursive faculties, and therefore already awake. It would therefore be absurd to say that at the precise moment when the dreamer is awake enough to formulate judgments of likelihood, the dreamer says precisely: I am dreaming. The dreamer could say nothing other than: I have been dreaming. - The Imaginary, pp. 161-2.

突然翻到两周前William在我手机上做的主日笔记，心里受到了安慰。这近乎一个月来天天跟“打仗”一样忙里忙外，每天都有预想不到的学生情况发生，处理学生问题占据了一半以上的上班时间，剩下的上课、备课、改作业，还要担心备课的内容不足以支撑连堂……
今天DD的老板兼HR找我，意思是要责怪我未满一个月离职，大概要寻找出可以控诉我以及学校的地方，我回想起2月的时候已跟他们说过想要提前离职，他说要5月才搬地方，没想到3.5（周二）临时决定于那周周五搬，那周的周一便又是诸多威胁的话语，让我不得不回想起之前发生的电信诈骗……“你在患难之日若胆怯，你的力量便微小”，我反复想起这段经文，最终决定留在学校，于3.5提交辞职信，不跟着DD去17.8公里外的新校区，那时，我想，这人心的复杂与彼此计算程度远超乎事情之外，而最后班级中54个学生只有4人跟着去了，留下的50个学生每一个都让DD越发记恨……
工作的这几年以来，每一年都让我认识了职场的真实，人心的复杂以及自己的有限和无能为力，我想起《以斯帖记》中的故事来，这遥远的故事原来却真真确确地发生着，日光之下确无新事，而当一切尔虞我诈超过所能预想到的，最需要的就是daogao！

Awake, my soul! Awake, harp and lyre! I will awaken the dawn. (Psalm57:8 NIV)