this is a moment of perfection, at its glorious best. 我终于sit down, finding a moment to self reflect.
I was worried about lots of things recently: my apps, school choice, moving to different regions, internships, starting the business with my buddy etc etc. 我现在走的每一步，都让我觉得，im no more that reckless person who could do things spontaneously, and idk if this is good or not.
昨天读了一本书关于控制情绪和焦虑 我觉得他说的很对的一个点就是，always challenge yourself to go beyond.
我思考了一下，我现在每个节骨眼的担心，都是因为，我害怕我做一个错误的选择，我害怕以后的步伐只能越走越稳。周围很多小声音告诉我一件事情的这个那个不好，没有人告诉我任何一个选项好的地方…这个时候我就问问自己：where is your critical thinking and do they know it better than you would do after unbiased research. 这种risk averse的性格is balancing me from being a lawyer in the future and taking adventures like I used to do.
另一个aspect 我就是觉得 我怕每个选项的这件事情，这种anxiety facing decision making, 让我拿到了master们的所有offer都没有开心起来，开始责备自己为什么没申请harvard, If I could get accepted by all these school, I might get accepted by Harvard as well. hku的jd是我梦寐已求的jd at certain pt，now I cannt be excited by that either. 我也怕t14，我的imposter sydrom 让我觉得我不能survive。我对每个选择，都看见了pro and cons而已 但我却perceive as a determined path I will be taking. 这个是不对的
另外一个reflection，就是 我在读the klara and the sun的时候，I started to see things mirroring my life, the attachment, the unsettlingness that others would never see…….
I was worried about lots of things recently: my apps, school choice, moving to different regions, internships, starting the business with my buddy etc etc. 我现在走的每一步，都让我觉得，im no more that reckless person who could do things spontaneously, and idk if this is good or not.
昨天读了一本书关于控制情绪和焦虑 我觉得他说的很对的一个点就是，always challenge yourself to go beyond.
我思考了一下，我现在每个节骨眼的担心，都是因为，我害怕我做一个错误的选择，我害怕以后的步伐只能越走越稳。周围很多小声音告诉我一件事情的这个那个不好，没有人告诉我任何一个选项好的地方…这个时候我就问问自己：where is your critical thinking and do they know it better than you would do after unbiased research. 这种risk averse的性格is balancing me from being a lawyer in the future and taking adventures like I used to do.
另一个aspect 我就是觉得 我怕每个选项的这件事情，这种anxiety facing decision making, 让我拿到了master们的所有offer都没有开心起来，开始责备自己为什么没申请harvard, If I could get accepted by all these school, I might get accepted by Harvard as well. hku的jd是我梦寐已求的jd at certain pt，now I cannt be excited by that either. 我也怕t14，我的imposter sydrom 让我觉得我不能survive。我对每个选择，都看见了pro and cons而已 但我却perceive as a determined path I will be taking. 这个是不对的
另外一个reflection，就是 我在读the klara and the sun的时候，I started to see things mirroring my life, the attachment, the unsettlingness that others would never see…….
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