跟导聊了一个半小时，又打电话跟爸妈聊了一小时未来打算，心里大概有了数要做出怎样的选择。只活这一次，每个选择都在当前所收集的信息下走出我认为最好的一步就够了。

至于选A还是B，二三十年后会有怎么样的不同，那是二三十年过后再考虑的事情咯。

然后骑电动车到地铁站的路上听到‘Have I the courage to change today’的时候，真的感觉冥冥中有什么在感召我…那就尽管放手去做好了！

我发现一个温柔的人最后往往是那个没心没肺的人。因为他做了自己能做的一切，忍受了自己该忍受的一切，问心无愧，无怨无悔。终于决定放手，真的再也不回头。那时求他是没有用的，他已经病了。I find that a gentle person is often the heartless person in the end. Because he did everything he could, endured everything he should, and had a clear conscience and no regrets. Finally decided to let go, really never look back. It was no use begging him at that time; he was already ill.

Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can 就地开始，用你所有的，做你所能做的

You are today where your thoughts have brought you; You will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you
你的今天来自你过去的想法，而你的明天产生自你现在的想法

Had I not seen the Sun
I could have borne the shade
But Light a newer Wilderness
My Wilderness has made
假如我没有见过太阳，
我也许会忍受黑暗，
可如今，太阳把我的寂寞，
照耀得更加荒凉。