Everyday I remind myself that my inner and outer life are based on the labors of other men.living and dead.and that I must exert my self in order to give in the same measure as I have received and am still receiving.

每天我都提醒着自己：我的精神生活和物质生活都是以别人的劳动为基础的，无论是活着的人，还是死去的人，我必须尽力以同样的分量来报偿我所获得的和至今仍在接受着的东西。——美国科学家 爱因斯坦（Albert Einstein.American scientist）

看到这一段的时候无数次想起霸王别姬里小楼不得已斗蝶衣，和蝶衣绝望、极度无奈痛苦却又不得不见证一切发生的面庞…时代的沙，落在每个人头上都是一座大山

“It was a long statement full of self-abuse and exaggeration. At times his voice trembled, and sometimes he opened his mouth but no words came. When he turned the pages, his hands shook. I did not believe his nervousness was entirely due to fear, since he must have known that he was not guilty of any real crime.”

七 57-58
Inflated by the disturbing conception of my self-importance,
I shall be led by it to the lower realms.
It destroys the joyous festival of being human.
I shall become a slave, eating the food of others，
Stupid, ugly, feeble, and everywhere disrespected.
Tough people bloated by conceit
Are also counted among the self-important;
Tell me, what is more pathetic than this?

【隆】
若由煩惱慢起驕 我慢牽引入惡趣
摧壞人中諸勝樂 為他豢養作奴使
愚盲可厭體衰羸 一切處中受輕侮
我慢驕矜修苦行 若彼亦稱具我慢
孰有下劣過於此

【如】
因慢生傲者，將赴惡趣道，
人間歡宴失，為僕食人殘，
蠢醜體虛弱，輕蔑處處逢。
傲慢苦行者，倘入自信數，
堪憐寧過此？