Oct05 18度
As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it maturity.
当我真正开始爱自己，
我不再渴求不同的人生，
我知道任何发生在我身边的事情，
都是对我成长的邀请。
今天，我称之为——“成熟”。

我守着我该做的事，随缘应对身边的一切，却不把一切放在心上。于是，我成了一个无心人，但我同时又是最有心的——我说的有心，是有情感，有悲悯，对别人的疼痛和喜悦都能感同身受。
雪漠 著 《成长日记》

October 5th, 2022
I stick to what I should do, and face everything that happens to me according to the conditions of the circumstance, while do not hold on to any of it in my mind. In this way, I have become someone with no mind, but at the same time I am also the most mindful—by 'mindful' I mean having feelings, having compassion, and being able to feel the pain and joy of other people.
—Xuemo

完蛋了越来越爱Viola小宝贝了……………
明明是我最头大的，怎么能那么烦人同时又那么可爱啊[苦涩]

她早上把棍子摔我身上玩闹，我假哭：Owie！it’s owie, Viola. It’s not being gentle. I am sad. Can you take care of me?
她当然是回答NO。然后我问她喜欢痛痛吗？她摇摇头。然后我教她摸摸弄痛我的地方，抱抱我，和我说sorry。

后来她每次跌跌撞撞，或者毛手毛脚碰到我的时候，我都会叫一声Owie，她就立刻跑过来摸摸我，抱抱我，甚至亲亲我[苦涩]
还会主动说I’m sorry teacher Julia（口齿不清版本）

午睡的时候我拍她睡觉，她捧着我的脸慢慢抚摸，然后甜甜的叫我teacher Julia~

这一瞬间真的想把啥好东西都给她[笑哈哈]