But now, you may not want to feel anything.Maybe you never wanted to feel anything. But feel something you obviously did.......

We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty. And less to offer each time we start with someone new.
To make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything, what a waste.

How you live your life is your business. Just remember: our hearts and our bodies are given to us only once. Before you know it, your heart’s worn out.As your body there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it.
Right now, there’s sorrow, paint, don’t kill it. And with it, the joy you felt.

Bagrov Vsevolod #作品欣赏#
For the first time I decided to participate in the battle royale and chot swung for backbreaking work in the specified time... The idea was to make the fantasy come true if, instead of Pattons, Magach would be made on the basis of the T-62. Maybe someone will also adopt the idea. It would be interesting to see how others implement)
Впервые решил поучаствовать в королевской битве и чот замахнулся за непосильную в указанные сроки работу... Идея была воплотить фантазию, если бы вместо Паттонов Magach делали бы на базе Т-62. Может, кто тоже возьмёт идею на вооружение. Интересно было бы посмотреть, как другие воплотят)

上次走这个天桥是2012年。那一年天桥上还没画出自行车道，手机还拍不出这么蓝的夜空。那一年你体验了一把什么叫绝望。你觉得整个世界都塌了，你真实地感受到心的疼痛，望向前路不知自己该走向何方，因为你用几年的时间把人生交在了别人手里。于是这长久的依赖让你成了生活的废物。那一年Adele的《Someone like you》唱遍全世界各个角落，你觉得歌里唱的很对，甚至鼓励到自己。再走这个天桥已经是2020年尾，八年时间过去，你发现每个人都不需要find someone like谁。当你从别人那里获取安全感的时候，这本身，已经是最不安全的事。
我可能回避，否认，遇到同样的问题就启动防御。如果我悲观，我就接纳我的悲观，我就跟悲观的我好好相处，何必一定要阳光灿烂。