luv is luv, a short feeling, a reflection of mixed hormones reaction. post-luv relation is not as strong as we think, many ppl live a so-called happy life, becoz their world is small and weak, there is nothing exciting that can make their body generate dopamine.but it is fine, everybody has their own destiny, just sleep and die......in your mild and warm home.
when you develop yourself hour by hour, day by day, year by year......in the end, if you got your enlightenment, you will know, there is only yourself, nobody will understand......life is only the fight about yourself, to find, to develop, to know who you are, and where you truely belong.......even though, 99% population through all their life, born with no idea and die with nothing.....life is never about just find yourself, but to creat yourself, a always better version.

The next year must be a struggling year. Every time I think about it, I feel my brain is about to crush............... it's really hard to get over the old one and create a new me.......... Time never waits anyone and if you don't change yourself, you couldn't be well in ur life. Life is really tough and hurts... even I didn't do anything.... but just because of nothing to be done, you've been estimated.......................[晕]

OMGmy photos had been loved
by this photographer !!!
who comes from
Bercelona!!! Even until now she was the only people who saw and loved my photo, thats ok
I was just so surprised by ins
How wondeful a "global" place is!!!
Maybe oneday I can be cocooned by some foreign boys...
But now, a year and more than a year, I just want to be myself and stay cool and alone[哈哈]