整理相册时又看到这张图，还是很心疼。

——索尔失去过什么？
——父亲，母亲，Mjollnir，一只眼睛，家园，海姆达尔，半数子民，最后，他还亲眼看着自己唯一剩下的亲人Loki被活活掐死。

这其中，索尔失去父亲一次，失去母亲两次，失去弟弟三次。

所以命运到底为什么要这么对他啊，如果失去才能让他成长，那又是为了让他成长为什么？只为了让他背负一切悲伤最后放弃王位去宇宙流浪吗？

这样的成长太沉重了，他那么天真甚至有点傻气的一个人，到底为什么要拿这样的剧本啊[泪][泪][泪][泪][泪]？

—What more could he lose？
—Nothing.

（图是之前老福特拿的，忘了是哪个太太的画了，图里水印也是很不清楚，侵删）

I looked and looked at her. And I knew, as clearly as I know that I will die, that I loved her more than anything I'd ever seen or imagined on earth. She was only the dead leaf echo of the nymphet from long ago, but I loved her, this Lolita, pale and polluted and big with another man's child. She could fade and wither. I didn't care. I would still go mad with tenderness at the mere sight other face.

#studyaccount[超话]##英语[超话]##读书[超话]#7.12
today is full of sadness. the first thing is that i didn't write anything, because my body still feel bad, my mind is not clear, and my motion is not quite positive. the second thing is that i argued something with my writer friends about a book named SWANE. there was some describe about sex, these people think that was ilegal because the man was masturbate in front of a little girl. but i think its not ilegal because the girl doesn't feel being hurt, the man was the master and friend of the girl in their life, that kind of action is hopeful for this girl to understand about some deep thing.but no one agree with me, they think i was got mad...i feel so sad for these people , they don't even saw the underly meaning in this book, but judge that great plot, how pity! i am a girl, and i know how important the sex is ,so i was so angry about these people, how could they shouted out that they are writer? how could you write the life and the world without knowning the truth of life? so this is today's diary, not very happy.