恰巧在重温《F·R·I·E·N·D·S 老友记》，恰巧在循环Elton John新专辑《The Lockdown Sessions》，恰巧最喜欢专辑里的这首《Chosen Family》，恰巧刚刚看过Phoebe经典语录这集，恰巧手机里有这张台词截图，恰巧就有这么多coincidences。 昨晚还在看《F·R·I·E·N·D·S 老友记》，今天一大早就看到“Gunther”因病去世的消息，非常难过，今天再看，特别是看得Gunther的时候心情格外沉重，quite a coincidence，and what a sorrow。 《F·R·I·E·N·D·S 老友记》是我最爱的美剧，这两年，每年当天气转凉的时候都会再打开重温一下，仔细想想，去年也是在十月之末，one more coincidence。 《F·R·I·E·N·D·S 老友记》是我最爱的美剧，假设每个人心中都有一部不可替代的剧，对我来说那一定是它。它陪我度过了很多年，也陪我度过了很多时期，开心或难过，得意或失意，温暖或孤独，一零年代和二零年代。 I believe that the best friend must be like a chosen family，as《F·R·I·E·N·D·S 》 told me. And for me，《F·R·I·E·N·D·S 》just like a friend，also a chosen family，with no doubt.

《THE SEASON OF US》
There’s a leave, falling from the buttonwood, to witness my sorrow and I guess my solitude
梧桐叶落，见证了悲戚和萧瑟
There’s a myth, why aren’t I be afraid of love, oh don’t doubt my answer is you
我竟不曾恐惧爱情，别怀疑，原因是你
Fall, better to bring love home, with or without you, is that the same old time, fall with someone
秋天，把爱带回家吧，即使没有你。为一人倾心就是那美好的旧时光吧
Right, I never see it fine, baby I missed you bad, your shadow is in my life, as a falling leave from my heart
好吧我承认，我从未放下。正如心中的落叶，你在我的生活中，亦是如影随形。

I knew this end. And I still choice this end. Even though I know that it has risk. No one can live forever in the world. Everyone just have one chance to live in the earth. Maybe sometime I am selfish, arrogant and prejudice. But I am no doubt that totally understand what I think and want to get. To be happy in one moment is most easy thing, but keep happy forever that is hard. This is life, whatever you choice this or that. That your life will have regrets. No one is perfect. I accept myself imperfect.