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SPRING AT THE EDGE OF THE SONNET
by Eavan Boland

Late March and I’m still lighting fires—

last night’s frost which killed the new
shoots of ivy in the terra-cotta churn,
has turned the fields of wheat and winter barley

to icy slates on the hills rising
outside the windows of our living room.

Still, there are signs of change. Soon,
the roofs of cars, which last month were
oracles of ice and unthawed dawns,

will pass by, veiled in blooms from
the wild plum they parked under overnight.

Last night, as I drove from town,
the dark was in and the lovers were
out in doorways, using them as windbreaks,
making shadows seem nothing more than

sweet exchequers for a homeless kiss.

Jennie更新

配文：Thank you @.inezandvinoodh for this beautiful portrait ahead of the @.chanelofficial show. I'm looking forward to watching it live on Instagram. Getting ready! Join me on at March 9th at 10:30am Paris time @.chanelofficial #.CHANELFallWinter

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2 March 2021
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