#sixth day#
How time files! Sun rising and dropping seem just a moment. Since I found my things and my area, this kind of situation or phenomenon has been going to be stronger. Happy or worried, to me, half half. Recalling back to the history, some of these guys would tighten to their areas tightly. Like me, I begin to hold the proverb " No pains, no gains " as my doctrine and I am quietly believe that people who cultivate at very early time and learn more and more things, you can harvest a ton of happiness. However, this is quiet Chinese style. My major is English, in which I must make a fasten connection with the western world whose value actually is enjoying your moment, which is totally different with the chinese one. As my age, I have no capacity to judge them, which I should follow. I think both of them are right. And I think I should union them. But how to balance still remains me at a mire.

have pins and needles
（身体某部位的）酸痛，发麻，刺痛感
 
【英英释义】If you have pins and needles in part of your body, you feel small sharp pains there for a short period of time. It usually happens when that part of your body has been in an uncomfortable position.
 
【例句】The best thing to do when you have pins and needles in your leg is to stamp your foot on the floor several times.
腿发麻时，最好的办法就是在地板上跺几下脚。

观察上师非常重要。虽然花费两三年、四五年去观察一位上师，有一定困难，但至少要对他的基本情况比较清楚。很多人为了解生意合作伙伴都会不辞劳苦，那更何况关系到自己法身慧命的上师呢？更加应该引起重视。
——索达吉堪布

It is very important to observe the guru. Although it may be difficult to spend two, three, four or five years observing a guru, at least you should have a clear understanding of his basic situation. Many people will spare no pains of acquaintance with business partners, that is not to mention the guru related to their own dharmakaya wisdom life ? More attention should be paid to it.
——Khenpo Sodargye