This is the very first episode of this show, and it clearly represents some character of Ross, as he said "I do not wanna be single, I just wanna be married again", which Ross claimed again in later season during the conversation with Phoebe as "I mean, you do not strike me as the type of person that wants to get married anyway".
I was not doubting the love Ross feels for Rachel, but this "just wanna be married" wish, obviously effects his mind on some level, and that is the only explanation I could find for why Ross would purpose a marriage to Emily, after he just broke up with the girl he loves over ten years.

新近爱用小物：

最禁不住喜欢，与无脑囤积的两样，依旧是纺织用品和书写工具。好想问问备考前夜，快要将人类文明史的章节翻折脱页的自己会是怎样的体会。

柔软的片片，丰富的层孔间隙结构，神奇吸附疲倦。包裹喜形和遗憾，以及其聪明的方式躲在时间的背后，销毁轴心另一侧被真相碾过的轨迹。曾经追求过极致的支数，脱光了衣服，不甘心的来回磨蹭。后来认清现实，霜冻过的神经还是钝化了，自己不具备十分细腻的感触能力，省些钱算是好事吧，长绒棉，60支够了。奥田祐斎这块羊绒披肩是个例外，疏密得当，暖绒得像是一坪固态羊水。再刁钻的精怪蜷在这块质地上，都会欢脱到原形毕露。我把它当作枕巾，每当不小心流了口水在上面，都会气的捶胸顿足。

另一个坚硬的不得了的，则是以畸形的离奇心态，对拥有无门，最变本加厉的弥补措施。恼自己向来拿不稳笔杆，始终练不出周正得体的字块。时代给我的运气，是不具备的才能恰巧是不再重要的，但还是固执的留给自己一些愧疚。

很难再有机会一本正经的摊开字帖。精力不充裕，精神得澎湃，像极了在课本下抽动的小人书，不时瞄上一眼，弥留的动机让人安妥。钟情Montegrappa的原因，纯属它比Montblanc拥有更具传承的浮夸感。既是已被落章的时代产物，当功能性被宣判死刑时，却仍在臆造现代审美趣味的道途上卑躬屈膝，这样的没落不够骄傲。百度百科上还说了，Montegrappa虽是真正的父辈，但是混的惨得多，所以拿来装文艺更加合情合理。

说起来，香氛届也有一个Montegrappa，便是吊着最后一口气的jo loves，买到会有些暗爽啊。最安全也最快意的报复社会，就是安利全世界为豪门祖马珑买单，愈是畅销愈是侥幸，毕竟没有人能够动摇自我意识中的唯一正版。即便祖马珑的品质绝对在jl之上，即便祖马珑也不咋地，那又如何呢。穿香都能穿出基因层面的高贵属性，一定拥有着势不可挡的优越感，怪不得都夸jl是快乐的味道。

发掘到自己的乐观，是从在护肤上丧失企图心开始的。造梦的人怎么可能被造梦呢。摸到最赤裸的下游，贪得无厌恨不得把全世界最昂贵的原料叠加组配，做出一罐罐惊世骇俗的三无产品。

立竿见影的是功效，更是不安。这个世界上没有人会心甘情愿的放弃做梦的机会。人们无需直观理性的参透，生活的本质应是无用与期许的牵制，鸡肋也可煲出香浓鸡汤。人参霜，menard黑灵芝，wei红白牡丹，愚蠢而满足的享受着馥郁草药气，仿佛可以治愈一切，尤其是日渐尖锐锋芒的眼睛。

许久没分享过了的肖战女友本人的日常
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If someone loves a flower，of which just one single blossom grows in all the millions of stars，it is enough to make him happy just to look at the stars.
而星星发亮是为了让每一个人有一天都能找到属于自己的星星。But where is my star？