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Yoga is not about going to heaven. It is about making a heaven out of yourself.
— Sadhguru

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So, a huge diminishing of parental influence has happened in the last 20 years' time or 25 years' time. So, when this happens, that is, people who cared most for somebody, right or wrong they are, but they cared. Being off their influence and being influenced by somebody else, who you do not know, either on the street or online or in the school or wherever else children are going to or people are growing up, there is a huge flux in the society. If we don't handle this flux carefully, responsibly, it can be a disaster, you know. Because people who don't genuinely care for you are trying to mold you. People who cared for you, they definitely care for you, but do they have a perspective about life? Not necessarily.
— Sadhguru

今天早起特别特别困，坐上去良渚的公交后我忽然意识到上一次坐公交还是第一次约会，甚至我恰巧坐在他之前的座位上，那时候旁边坐着的是紧张兴奋到不敢动的我。
猛然间我又久违地闻到了他衣服上的气味，遂继续陷入回忆，那时是秋天但很热，我罕见地穿了裙子出门，因为紧张汗滴落下来仍努力坐得板正。他提议放首歌一起听吧，于是我打开了芙的NOT YOUR GIRL，一首我们第一次拥有共同回忆后我在朋友圈随手分享却被他解读为暧昧拉扯的一首歌，于是他也自顾自地用了同样的方式回应我。
紧张总是抵不过困意，还是选择偏过头去看窗外，听到耳边他低低地说了一句“好困呀靠你这睡会儿”，还没反应过来肩头便微沉，均匀的呼吸声不知不觉传进了没戴耳机的右耳里…
再后来，没勇气再坐公交车，偶然吃到泡芙也会鼻子一酸想掉眼泪，只因为从一个原先对泡芙无感的人，因为他以为自己喜欢吃泡芙，所以每一次收到他送的泡芙都认真吃掉。
很长一段时间觉得自己不是那么好的人了，以至于现在也淡淡如此认为，或许重新回到人海中，我也是一个很耀眼的人呢。
无论怎样我会努力，成为一个很耀眼的人的。