"It's money. And I said no!"
"That's the good news?"
Less is jubilant:"I said no! Because tomorrow I'll be with you in Maine! I don't know what's going on, but Freddy, it's just nice! It's nice to be wanted! But really, who wants a middle-aged gay white novelist's nobody's ever heard of?"
"Me," I say. "I do."

DAY1635&1636出去玩一天再休息一天也很考验体力，昨天值完班后晚上熬了个大夜，即使睡到早上九点多，依旧觉得没有睡好。玩一玩手机很快就到吃午饭时间，本来还想着吃完饭睡一会再起来包装花束，还是妈妈比较中肯，说还是务实点先包装再休息，保证时间留的充裕。然后我就和这些花杠上了，怎么包装怎么丑，一只耗了两个多小时才在“实在没有多少时间”的迫切感下有了实质性进展，紧赶慢赶的包扎出了今天的第一个成品，并吸取第一束的经验和教训，赶制出来了第二束。到最后上包装纸，都在不断感慨，有些钱确实应该让别人挣，不能片面夸大主观能动性。有点可惜的是买了两个袋子，因为过于累赘，后来都被扔掉了，不过也深刻印证了一个道理，less is more。晚上吃饭的时候，和涵说起了这个月我和网友的起承转合，然后在复述的过程中，感觉到自己心态上的逐渐释然，也在旁观者的视角下，再一次感叹自己做法的正确和果断。哪有什么不注意和错过，有的只是不真诚和装糊涂而已，也是今晚聊起时，涵一语点破的，“他好会装糊涂”真的精准概括。一直以来我总觉得我和他交流时奇怪的点在哪里了，他不是明白也不是听不懂我的诉求，而且选择无视，顾左右而言他，就连最后我主动挑明，却还是避而不谈，感谢他不再继续，让我更加笃定他的三心二意，逃过一劫。下一阶段，就是好好减肥，然后规划好我的旅游出行计划。加油[心]

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