不知道用什么样的心情去面对2nd chance欧尼这段文字………
因为我没有实时经历1122所以截至目前都没有去connect the dots
但是回想当时的大规模anti和网暴我想他一定非常非常非常无助
出道第一个生日被送了退团卡车
over things that he‘s not proud of and even got exaggerated 10x, 100x….

如果他真的是anti口中那样恬不知耻超绝厚脸皮眼里没有团队的人，那他一定不会在那个节点主动停活（or let's say他会到现在都装得没事人一样继续在riz）。

我不想打什么马后炮说如果当时我们做了什么什么（应援也好支持也好），那现在的这一切都不会发生。
但我会说他的停活一定跟那些肆无忌惮的网暴/线下anti有关。
他在还没有收到足够支撑他继续下去的爱的时候就被人揪着叫嚣着说他不配做艺人不配在riz。
这些才是anti们可怕和恶心之处，也是我不会原谅ta们的地方。

我相信也是因为明确了这一些之后，sh supporter的应援活动都是以支持，being vocal and very direct about showing our love for him为主。我本人也是，我只关心他有没有收到我们的爱，有没有从我们这里得到他需要的力量，除此之外我真的懒得浪费心力去内耗。

像2nd chance欧尼说的“（ot6/antis）ta们有听不完的新歌，看不完的新物料，甚至还可以去看con，但即使这样，这些对ta们来说依旧不够，ta们还是要来挑起事端？拜托，（你们）到底想怎样？”

宋雨琦的人生就像是拿了清醒独立又通透的大女主剧本，刚开始的她在敢于在街头唱歌给陌生人听，敢于在每一个综艺节目展示自己，敢于直面外网的舆论压力，现在的她在舞台上自信又张扬，她有直面那些不公平和争议的勇气，她有接受一切事情发生的坦然，因为她相信自己可以变得更好，因为她说要爱自己，要Always be proud of yourself，她走的每一步都很踏实坚定，这样的人不管在哪里都会很成功吧，真的很崇拜[收到]

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