发现我身边不是男生就是les，写了一系列发现朋友基本上全是男生。

M是上次提起一起看完球走在最前面叼着烟的女孩儿，她的一口英腔也是让我记忆深刻。今天又是混迹黑人小团队的一天（他们问起来在伦敦住了多久，全是all my life），我们一起去卡丁车保龄球，直到的时候我们要输入名字，她写了lesbianism。我跟她聊了起来，她说她在高中的时候爱慕上了她最好的朋友，我问她你有告诉过她吗，她说她们后来再没有了联系。

if you’re happier being cis so be it
If you’re happier after having hormones treatment then congrats
If I’m happier without having to think about anything gender related why shouldn’t I be not thinking about it
Like, if politics make you depressed you have the right to avoid it right?
I’m not depressed by the sexual and gender topics I’m just confused and that irritates me I think? Then am I entitled to not care about it? Wouldn’t that be accused of being unsympathetic?
I feel obligated to care all the time and that frustrates me

I haven't updated my weibo for a long time. I'm in good spirits tonight, so I wrote a blog.

The 27th day of Ramadan has come to an end, and this year's Ramadan is unlike any other. One is being in the high-altitude city in China, the body is suffering from low oxygen levels; The second is work, not as routine as before. But, all praise to Allah, everything is going well.
Sunflower takes good care of the children, parents are healthy, the work was going well, and life was easier than usual in Ramadan, because we have a chef to cook for us.
Sometimes full of confidence, for family, for my own dreams, just want to move forward; Sometimes there will be ideological hesitation-do not know whether I have choosed the right way forward!
May Allah help us to strengthen our faith, to make our deeds more qualified, to gain more useful knowledge, and to make our career more easier！