#杨紫[超话]# yz#承欢记排播#
"Grow up on time, safe and happy."按时长大，平安喜乐，I like for you to be still: it is as though you are absent
我喜欢你是寂静的，仿佛你消失了一样
and you hear me from far away and my voice does not touch you
你从远处聆听我，我的声音却无法触及你
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#粉红色冰激凌车和草坪派对#
小G和Ben最近在闹矛盾，起因是B快过生日了，但是小G却没有任何表示，甚至对B的态度都有些敷衍，总是不知去向。以往两人都在一起过生日夜，B不禁有些生气，但因为觉得是她打算给自己准备惊喜，便一直生着闷气不说。星期五上学期间小G几乎整天都在和她的朋友还要不知道谁的人凑成一小群在一起聊天，3点放学回到家后就钻进自己的房间不出来。应该是在打游戏，B失望的猜测，说不定是在给自己准备惊喜呢？他强作镇定。突然，晚上7的时候她从房间里窜了出来，拉上期待落空的不情愿的B去参加很远且不是很熟的朋友的派对（但是只是B不熟，G和谁都很熟。）比起出去参加派对，他还是想和G一起等待18岁的到来。但是小G强行说有特别特别重要的事情一定要去，所以他还是去了。
房子和后院都很大，人群嘈杂，B的失望在内心越堆越厚，最终在同学的派对上爆发了。小G被吓的措手不及，不知道该怎么办，没办法，闹的她也生气了，最近她也累的要死，马上重要的事情就开始她也没有别的余力去解释，只好离开了。
面对G的离开，B更加心灰意冷，连11点40分小G来哄他他都不情不愿。让他去小树林他也死活不愿意，小G也生气了，拉着他两人在公路旁一遍跑一边吵架。B的心里乱成一团乱麻：“这肯定是最糟糕的生日！”，从而忽略了后方传来的卡车的轰鸣声，使劲站住了脚，狠狠的扽了小G一把。却不想力气太大，小G整个人一下扑在了公路上，脚踝的剧痛让她根本直不起身。B慌乱的去看，卡车的轰鸣终于进入了他的世界，而他所看到的最后的景象便是：倒在地上的小G，惊恐的看着冲过来的卡车，刺眼的车灯照的她仿佛像神一样…
咚的一声巨响唤醒了他的意识，而小G已经飞出了三四米远。他脑中一片空白，冲上前去把瘫倒的G扶起来，却看到小G的瞳孔已经开始涣散。在她生命的最后时刻，她用能用的最后一丝力气，张开了嘴，却也无法发出声音。B冲过来时从口袋里掉出来的手机此时叮的一声，“12点00，倒数日提示，be with my G 18 就是今天”。B已经失去了全身的力气，眼前一黑，便没有了意识。

星期五的早上7点，B从噩梦中醒来。

有参考我最喜欢的一本书，码了好久终于码完了

“I think I would say that one thing would be that we all like the feeling of finding something real.Like you know,finding real friendship or finding real love or somebody who really gets you.Or someone who's really honest with you.I think that's what we are really all looking for in life,and I think the things that can scars us the most in life are the things that we think will threaten the prospect of us finding something real.For example,having a bad reputation,in our mind,could get in the way of you finding real friendship,real love,real acceptance,people you really fit in with.Because you think to yourself'What if they've heard something about me that isn't true?What if they've got these preconceived notions about me that they heard from gossip?And they never even wanna meet me,and then we'll never know what could've been happened.And I think that's why some of us,meaning most,if not all of us are sort of afraid of having a bad reputation.Because we're so afraid of something fake,like gossip or a rumor about you,or a name you got called getting in the way of you finding something real.And so,when it comes down to that fear and that anxiety,it's just all really delicate,don't you think?”
-----Taylor Swift in Reputation tour

"This ain't for the best,
my reputation never been worse, so…"