Most of the time if ppl ask me, I’d say I feel myself being the luckiest person in the world
I feel everyone’s love towards me and the ones I can trust being behind my back.
However sometimes, maybe in the late nights I ask myself if I deserve them.

But really, I guess everyone knows that you don’t have to be a super successful genius to be loved

*currently having an awkward teen moment* cringed

...[心][心]

如果死后还有来生，我一定会找到你。

我在梦中拜访你，告诉你，你非常特别，上帝给了我最美丽、最不寻常的爱的礼物，我会永远和你在一起，你看不到我，但我永远在你身边。
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Love beyond life...
If there is another life again, I will find you.
I visit you in your dreams to tell you that you are much more than special, and that GOD gave me the most beautiful and unusual Love as a gift, and within you I will always be kept, you won't see me but I am always by your side .

【Day 1744】Marcia
2.13 Tuesday

My Dear Bessie致亲爱的贝茜You have to be abroad, you have to be hermetically sealed off from your intimates, from your home to realize what a gift this going home is. The few letters of yours that I had on me I burned, the day previous to our surrender, so no one but myself has read your words.It's a pity that the winter weather will not be kind to us out of doors, but it will be nice sitting next to you in the pictures, no matter what may be on the screen.It will be grand to know we have each other's support and sympathy. Won't it be wonderful to be together, really together, in the flesh? Not just to know that a letter is all we can send.只有远在海外漂泊，彻底与亲朋挚友切断联系才懂得回家是怎样的幸福。我随身带着你的几封信，但在投降前一天我把它们都烧了。所以你的话语只有我读过。真遗憾，现在是寒冬，在屋外我们得忍受严寒。但只要想到是和你坐在一起，无论在哪都是幸福。我们彼此支持，相互理解真是三生有幸。能和你在一起是多么美妙，是真的和你在一起，肌肤相亲。而不是仅仅是互通书信。https://t.cn/A6YIt3Ea