Leo盯着我的眼睛认真的对着我说，well done , I am really proud of you. You have done so much work.
过去很久的时间怎么做都不对，怎么努力都不够，我觉得我的天份也许比别人差一些，“你的思维太幼稚”“你不够努力”“你做的还不够”“你的进度太滞后”
很多痛苦无法回顾，到现在我往回写过程的时候都迟迟落不下笔，久久愣神。
以前我以为是我不够好，是我不够聪明，或者是我不够勤奋。可是我明明已经很累很累了。
到这里见到了更多的peers，听到最多的话却是“you need to take a rest”突然发现，我其实已经做了很多很多啦，我也许做的真的不赖，Leo问你现在有什么什么了吗，我突然发现曾经焦虑的，我也都在慢慢或者都已经拥有。是大环境带给我们的焦虑。
博士一个title，光鲜背后满是辛酸。是把颓废的我从地上拖起来的时候的瞬间，是捧着我的脸认真的说“宝宝你已经很厉害了哇”的瞬间，是“你什么时候都可以说放弃，回家有爸爸妈妈呢”的瞬间，还是面对医生说“她好像有trigger 会突然情绪低落，我该怎么做”的瞬间，是她常说“未来可期”的瞬间吗，是它们支撑着我快走完了全程。是瞬间构成了我们，也是我们构成了瞬间

I want to ‘thank you’ Oppa for being in my life ❤❤
It is a pleasure to love you,baby❤
I love Oppa the way you are ❤❤❤❤
In the darkness of my life, you are my shining star ✨
Oppa complete me and give me a reason to live ❤
stars may be uncountable but Oppa is my only star. ❤
I love every second, every minute, every hour, and every day with Oppa ❤❤

Oppa is far away but no one closer to my heart than you are, my husband ❤❤❤
Oppa is all the thought in my head ❤❤
and all the love in my heart ❤❤
Oppa, no matter how far, i would walk a thousand miles ❤
no matter how long the ocean is, i would swim across ❤‍♀️
no matter how high the mountain, i would climb❤ ‍♀️
just to be with you, my love ❤❤❤❤