#早安外院#

"You don't have to be great to start, but you have to start to be great."你不需要很厉害才开始，你要开始才能很厉害。不经历尖锐痛苦的人，不会有深厚博大的同情心要有最朴素的生活和最遥远的梦想即使明天天寒地冻，山高水远，路远马忙。早安喽～

是每次到五月总有种微妙的感觉吗
一方面是对于假期的期待 又有离别前小小的感伤
一方面是每次放假前的final grind和还有一些身体上的作祟
校园越来越美丽绿意盎然但也越来越空荡
感慨着幸运 身边人不多都是极其可爱单纯的人能陪我一起做喜欢做的事情
在草地上光着脚追跑舞蹈打滚直到脚底都变绿
又感觉自己在越来越走进idealistic的小泡泡被越吸进去越出不来 又不想提前担心以后在“真实”世界里要怎么grind
想做creative但真诚的东西但又不想over-create
Wanna build something meaningful but don’t wanna waste the resources

有时想要是能一直躺在草地上就好了 真的就只当一个moss

永远不会忘记的2019

Coulda been a nightmare，
But it felt like they were right there，
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago，
But I don't wanna let anybody know，
'Cause everybody wants something from me now，
And I don't wanna let 'em down，
I had a dream，
我做了个梦，
I got everything I wanted，
我拥有了我渴望的一切，
But when I wake up I see，
但我醒来 却发现，
You with me，
只有你还在身边，
And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you"，
而你说 只要我在你身边 没有人能将你伤害，
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to，
If I could change the way that you see yourself，
You wouldn't wonder why you hear, "They don't deserve you"，
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
若我早知晓一切 我是否还会重蹈覆辙，
Would I do it again?
是否还会重蹈覆辙，
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head，
如果他们知道自己的每一句话都会被我刻骨铭心，
What would they say instead?
他们会说些什么，
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
若我早知晓一切 我是否还会重蹈覆辙，
Would I do it again?
是否还会重蹈覆辙，
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head，
如果他们知道自己的每一句话都会被我刻骨铭心，
What would they say instead?
他们会说些什么。