There was one thing that made me feel sorry for Ootengu all this time. It is this picture. I'm such an idiot, stupid, it's my fault. At that time, a friend invited me to participate, I thought it was just drawing fanart so I agreed immediately, without thinking, I was happy because I thought I could draw Ootengu with everyone but forgot that it was fanzine, which means commerce.
I don't want to use him to do anything for my own benefit, do not want to trade him, because he is the most important person to me.
Sorry, Ootengu sama

布布在幼儿园最好的朋友，就是那个葡萄牙女孩Diana上周四回国了，我一开始没敢特意跟他直接提这件事，也没刻意问他，害怕他本来没啥事，被我一问反而伤心了……直到有一天爹地说他内心在经历着很多情感挣扎，因为Diana走了他其实很难过，我说他跟你说的吗，他说他没有直说，只是跟他讲了个故事，说现在他在这里，Diana在那里，离得很远很远……我才想起来他之前跟我讲的那个故事……有一天他自己在音箱里放了一段轻音乐，静静地坐在音箱旁边听，他跟我说，Mommy this music sounds really sad to me. It’s like someone lost something. There’s a story behind it. There are two people climbing up the tree and one of them is climbing really fast and get lost. They can’t find each other n the end.(大概是这样）我才反应过来原来他说的是他和Diana.

然后我才发现，我不应该试图去掩盖他的情绪，哪怕他自己表面上看着没什么，我不应该去帮他掩盖这件事，好像不说就没有发生一样。后来我特意去找他聊了一下，他也跟我说了Diana走了他很难过，因为她是他最好的朋友。即使这几天她已经不在学校了，他回到家总是提起她，好像她还在一样。今天晚上他突然很难过，走过来要我放下手上的事情，然后抱着我说了一句I miss Diana.

啊～他真的很像我老公，感情细腻，并且深藏于心，我想要保护他的天真和纯粹，希望他将来带着内心满满的爱，找到自己的幸福！[抱一抱]

他……长大后会是谁的青春啊[心]

Today is my last day in my friend’s hometown, and I got a lot. I went to the little garden and gathered a little vegetables, and I learned to how to get the vegetables.when we went to the fair, I saw some ways of the salesmen, and I found some funny things in the market. I cooked some foods that her parents sent me.it’s a good rest for me[兔子][兔子][兔子]