我已经发现了自由，我开始意识到了他们的谎言，所以我对他们再也没有用了。很早就知道他来

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前些天去看球，比赛前买了这面纪念埃迪·科尔曼的小旗子。

他是“巴斯比宝贝”之一，场上位置是right halfback。把这个角色“换算”成现代足球的场上位置，可以理解成靠右的后腰。在慕尼黑空难之前，曼联的left half是邓肯·爱德华兹，right half就是埃迪·科尔曼。

旗子上的snakehips是他的绰号。科尔曼身高只有170cm，带球时候重心低，总能灵活变相过掉对手。所以队友们为了形容他带球变相时的姿态，给他起了这个“蛇屁股”的绰号。

其实买这个旗子最主要的原因，是科尔曼的家乡Ordsall。很早就知道他来自曼彻斯特的Salford地区，但最近读一本书的时候才发现他家具体地址是Ordsall。我现在住的地方离这只有几百米，我每次从家走路去老特拉福德，走出巷子往左一拐就是Ordsall，穿出这条街，老特拉福德也就不远了。

在慕尼黑空难中去世的时候，科尔曼只有21岁。

#truered[超话]#

“我是内战后在西班牙长大的。11岁时我被送进了天主教寄宿学校。他们管吃管住，但只教我宗教信仰，他们要把我培养成牧师。我学会了敬畏上帝，学会了害怕外面的世界，学会了敬畏一切。28岁的一天，我离开了那里。我去了理发店，让一个法国女人给我理了发。之前，我从没真正的和一个女人说过话，她跟我说我很可爱。那天，我买了一份报纸，那是我第一次用自己的钱买东西。回到学校，我就变了。我已经发现了自由，我开始意识到了他们的谎言，所以我对他们再也没有用了。几个月后，我在教堂遇见一个了女人，并和她坠入爱河。我们结了婚，有了三个孩子。我把一切都抛开了，除了恐惧。有时我还是会无缘无故地觉得很害怕，这将永远是我的一部分。”
（蒙得维的亚，乌拉圭）

“I grew up in Spain right after the civil war. When I was eleven I was sent to a Catholic boarding school. They fed me and sheltered me. But they only taught me religion. They were training me to be a priest. I was taught to fear God. I was taught to fear the outside world. I was taught to fear everything. I left the grounds one day when I was twenty-eight. I went to a barbershop and got my hair cut by a French woman. I had never really spoken to a woman before. She told me I was cute. That same day I bought a newspaper. It was the first time I’d ever bought something with my own money. When I returned to the school, I was changed. I had discovered freedom. I began to realize their lies and so I wasn’t useful to them anymore. A few months later I met a woman in church and fell in love. We got married and had three children. I left all of it behind, except for the fear. Sometimes I still feel very afraid for no reason. That will always be a part of me.”
(Montevideo, Uruguay)