拿着一杯dirty matcha慢悠悠走进econ教室 看见桌上摆着两盒donuts 还发给我们一人一张这个纸 ludw说他愿意牺牲点儿上课时间跟我们讨论讨论上周五的lockdown 挺惊讶的 which reminds me of isw 因为又一次强烈的感受到了小学校的人文关怀
他问大家有没有想说的 底下有人像我嘴替一样说thank u for acknowledging this
有时候真觉得一个教授好与不好真不能完全按照他的授课来评定 就像他说的 “My core value of being a prof is recognizing that you are more than my students in my class, your life is more complicated and awesome than what u r doing in this class”

但我真很无语 一共还有两节课了他留了个新的project。。。这就是又爱又恨吧[哼]

摊在quad上晒太阳好舒服

No one knows this but this era of Magic Man for me…all the darkness, grunge, finding your magic etc. hits home for me really and truly. Incredibly relatable in a sense for all these years, my mind and heart has always had a shadow I can never hide from. In a way I found my darkness to be part of who I am and to accept it in every way possible. I thank you for understanding what it’s like to sit with me in the dark and that it’s okay. The darker it is, the more light I see in front of me. That’s magic to me✨

摄于PIK

Heavenly father, I'm terribly sinful, so devil comes and takes away the word in my heart from you, and creates a barrier between you and me, and then I got a stubborn heart, and this heart was not able to well practice love and hope, finally, the relations between you and me, me and my kid are not blessed. Lord I pray that you help me to remove my sin, like you have done it before died on the cross. May I continue to listen to your voice, read your word, heed your guidance, as I'm the head of my family, as I seek to follow you in everyday of my life. In Jesus' name. Amen.