“Not yet,” he admitted. “I’m a free agent this summer. I’ve been traded midseason, so to get comfortable somewhere, it’s not easy for me. So, until I am, I won’t be comfortable. I won’t feel like it’s home.”

有时候我确实好奇虎扑的翻译能力，是真不会。还是真不想。[吃瓜]

#go dlo.#

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“任何地方养孩子都不容易，尤其是在城里。各种事情，纷至沓来，无时不刻。看这个，我们有一小片泥巴地可以玩球，但到了周末，我得化身成一个海豹特遣队员，只是为了带他去兰达尔岛参加棒球比赛。压力山大。他出生不久，我的工作开始走下坡路。第一次离婚让我刚失去一切。工作时我就没在打电话，也没人想听任何借口。那时我看谁都烦，有一天情况糟到我很用力地抓他的胳膊，那就好比一道压力的巨浪在我头顶溃掉。当时是夏天，他不听话，瞎胡闹，而那时我正在设计一段推销词，又是月底，账单就要到期，我就失去了控制。那算是个叫醒电话吧，我不得不学着划分清楚压力。现在我好些了，能面对现状好多。过去对他哥哥我要是能这样就好了。”

“It’s hard to raise a kid anywhere, but especially in the city. There’s just so much coming at you all the time. Look at this—we have one little dirt patch to play ball. And I have to be a navy seal just to get him to Randall’s Island on the weekend for his baseball games. It’s a lot of stress. He was born right before my job started going downhill. I’d just lost everything in my first divorce. I wasn’t hitting my numbers at work and nobody wanted to hear any excuses. I was getting pissed off at everybody. It got so bad one day that I grabbed his arm really hard. It was like a giant wave of stress just broke on top of me. It was summer and he wasn’t listening and he was acting crazy and I was trying to put together a sales pitch and it was the end of the month and bills were due and I just lost it. It was a wake up call. I had to learn to compartmentalize the stress. I’m better now. I’m a lot more present. I just wish I’d been this way with his older brother.”