There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know，

You were my first love,

you were my true love，

From the first kisses to the very last rose，

From the bottom of my broken heart，

Even though time may find me somebody new，

You were my real love, I never knew love，

Till there was you～

--Britney♫fromthebottomofbrokenheart

It's been a rough night.I mean, it wasn't really that bad.But it was really bad for me.It's like when you try to do one thing well, then suddenly the next thing is worse.I don't want to be sentimental.That's not cool.But I really feel wronged.In fact, thank a good friend willing to listen to you.It's nice to feel like someone is listening.The day is joyful and healing.But tonight was very dramatic.Even though nothing got done tonight.I should still clean up my feelings. We can continue tomorrow.

Right before 2023, I wanna give some credits to the girlfriend of the year. Looking back at 2022 it was painful, the problems we had in our personal life and the endless law suits in my work life. But we were able to went through the Storms and the fights coming out becoming the better us. I been out there roaming around myself with nothing but loneliness, then you came into my life. The teamwork, the brainstorms you led, the constructive ideas you brought to my attention really helped me becoming not only a better person but a responsible individual, with you I learnt how to own my shit, how to really love someone and welcoming the world with an open heart.
Though the table isn’t filled as we planned, promise I’ll slaughter the shit out of 23’ and do better, cuz with you ain’t nothing can stop us.

Love you@Violet__________