For once in my life, i don’t have to try to be happy. When i’m with Oppa, it just happens. ❤
Oppa.. ❤❤
you are the light when there is no sun
you are the rainbow after the rain is done
you are the star that twinkles in the night ✨
you are the moon that glows so bright
you are the wind that whistles my name
you are the love when the world is the same ❤
you are the flowers the bee's never miss
you are the beach the warm sun kisses.
Oppa is my future husband ❤

Looking back at 2022.

I don’t have much to say but that I’ve been grateful for everyone that has been supportive of me throughout this year. You all know who you are. Big air hugs for all of you. Thank you so much. I hope that everyone is spending a happy end of the year. And if not!! Don’t worry! It’s just another day. Don’t let all the “happy holidays” get to you. All I wish for is that everyone spends a safe and warm holidays this year and I would like to give everyone a big hug for getting through another year of growing up (we try) and fighting through all the lemons that 2022 threw at us . A pat on the back for everyone. Yay!! We made it! 2023.. Here we come. I love you blinks so so much. Happy new year.

불닭볶음면의 맛을 알아버린 2022년. 좋은일들도 많았고 힘든일들도 다 이겨낸것 같아요 !! 저를 응원해줬던 모든 사람들 그리고 블링크 덕분에 올해도 제가 잘 지낸것 같아요. 너무 보고싶었던 블링크도 많이 만나고 정말 행복했어요. 우리 블링크 올해도 어김없이 정말 고마웠고 여러분도 2022년, 너무 고생 많았어요 안전한 연말 보내요 우리!!

2023가자앙 <3#Rosé# https://t.cn/A6Kk7yyV

今天才看My own private Idaho，依然觉得不忍观看这个从叙事到内容都紧密贴合Klein-Levin症候群色彩的故事。爱达荷州的道路就像你在验光时会看到的风景，毫无生气，没有尽头，仿佛只是一个不需要你了解的象征，却是你目所能及的全部。——这就是River Phoenix饰演的Mike在影片中的人生，它缺少篇章、段落、高潮与转折的时机，只通过地名与从这到那的昏睡勉强串联在一起。这是他寻找身份的人生唯一能有的样子。

对于“索要身份而不得”这样的抽象而哀伤的主题，我非常喜欢，也因此非常熟悉，但还是惊讶于导演如此诚实、浪漫、简约的表现，当然也惊讶于菲尼克斯那种奇异的、不属于任何一种具体生活的美貌。

对于自我的来源——我为什么是这样？Mike只知道那栋也许是蓝色、也许是绿色的房子，还有母亲的梦幻的笑脸，当然还有爱达荷州灰蓝色的天空与无人的田野，但这些都只是童年来不及捉摸的瞬间的图画。他一无所知，正因如此，那双眼睛才有儿童般忧郁而不自知的气质。最令人无话可说的是，一无所知、一无所有的他，原本在社会的任何角落都只能茫然地、莽撞地效仿他人，却那么相信自己是爱着一个人的，只因为”I could love someone, even if I wasn’t paid for it. I love you, and you don’t pay me.”

他所谓的环绕世界的道路好像只是悬浮在天地之间，是人们从不会回头查看的人工的幻影，所以他无依无靠。清楚知道什么是爱的他像钻石一样美丽剔透，即使他甚至不知道自己是谁，即使他每一次昏倒在路上时，都不知道自己还能不能在Scott的怀里苏醒。