Is it late at night?
Yeah i try to keep pace with you but in vain
What can i do
I couldn’t find the meaning or the value of myself .
Perhaps you are not so indispensable as you thought before. You are not so important. maybe
I feel cold and …and i must
must cheer up!!!
to pay for ‘mine’

A man should know how to read a book:

1) Open book. 2) Read words. 3) Close book. 4) Move on to next book. Reading a book seems like a pretty straightforward task, doesn’t it? And in some cases, it is. If you’re reading purely for entertainment or leisure, it certainly can be that easy. There’s another kind of reading, though, in which we at least attempt to glean something of value from the book in our hands (whether in paper or tablet form). In such cases, there are certain techniques you must master to be able to dive deeper into the text and suck out all the marrow.

几年前刚开始听播客时最喜欢的播客之一 因为聊某个敏感话题被封 停更至今
今天打开播客 突然推送了这个节目我没有听过的一集 嘉宾竟然是党韫葳！我看的第一部线下音乐剧的女主演！我的第一次追星行为就是散场后去后台蹲她拍她omg omg omg
我感觉我的人生突然升华了[悲伤]一下子把我从麻木的生活里拽了出来
（虽然surplus value还是断断续续地播放 但我已经很满足了555）
（20年疫情时在surplus value陪伴下的隔离生活都很幸福[悲伤]）