#以前觉得晚上九点就很晚了#

再晚，CNN新闻总要看完的：
There’s a special place in hell for this guy.
地狱空荡荡，魔鬼在人间。
For now, Merrone continues to hold his Merchant Mariner credential while the case proceeds. That leaves him free to sail — as he has been since the alleged incident occurred.
An executive at the shipping company that employed Merrone told CNN he left in 2021 and said his departure was unrelated to the allegations being made. The official said the company had not received any allegations of sexual assault or harassment against Merrone while he was an employee and that while it had cooperated with a U.S. Coast Guard investigation, the company had never been given any details that the matter concerned an alleged sexual assault. The company said CNN was the first to provide details of Merrone’s alleged misconduct and that it would work closely with the appropriate authorities and had launched an internal investigation into the “disturbing allegations.”

片尾的纯音乐真的很悲壮 很好听
Guard against assassins with the body
（有没有语病我也不知道了）
这就是十月围城[苦涩]
全篇哭得最狠的是阿四向阿纯提亲拍合照的那个瞬间
以及沈重阳把布娃娃交给李玉堂 重复说给念慈给念慈
我哭得昏天黑地 我看了解说还是哭得昏天黑地
太苦了太苦了[苦涩][苦涩][苦涩]

[顶][二哈][二哈][二哈][失望][失望][失望][失望]
感觉休假结束了[失望] 。更多的感受在于一些差不多的同龄人在考虑着不同的事情，有着不同的喜怒和对生活的态度。Love is a bond but also a support. Love missed，always afraid to come near. When is the time to let guard down.[酸]
又要专注的投入变成一个“卷王”了，虽然一直在往自己想做的方向去做一些尝试，也慢慢感觉自己真的适合去做一些偏创造性的工作，但是对于下一步会踏在哪个地方还是不是那么肯定，因为会囿于很多现实因素，所以已经不会有最想要的东西了（有个朋友在暑假的时候聊天一直想要引导我思考最想要的东西是什么再来做努力和决定，快2个月了好像一直没能有一个确切的答案，只有一些大概的方向，我已经用随缘和宿命论让自己心态平和很久了，这或许才是一种更舒服和适合的方式，等时间给答案）更多是在做一个偏向满足需求的选择。

BTW，真的好讨厌给一些重要的人发消息，会斟酌很久，怕出错。[失望][顶]