2020/5/2 星期六
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle.
Life is a maze and love is a riddle.
I don’t know where to go.
I can’t do it alone,I’ve tried.
And I don’t know why.
I am just a girl lost in the moment.
I’m scared but I don’t show it.
I can’t figure it out.
It’s bringing me down now.
I think I’m supposed to let it go. https://t.cn/RDnEUnO

上午看了一篇意识流宗师 James Joyce 的文章。他描写人物细节的确不错，看这篇文章能领略一点意识流文体的韵味，它不是严格按时间，逻辑顺序来叙事，而是随着主人公的意识流动来书写情节。This is a technique which seeks to depict the multitudinous thoughts and feelings which pass through the mind.

I've been trying to do so in the past year, stop giving a crap about other people's opinion of me. It's hard, especially for someone like me. Sometimes it leads to arrogance and alienation, but my life does get lighter. I'll continue to live up to this principal, as a way to quest for a free spirit.