I woke up in a very good mood. All the resentments vanished, as forgiveness flooded my veins but I know everything won't be the same.

Lady Gaga once said..

"when I'm all choked up
But I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way"

The grass will bend in the direction of the wind. When young, I thought of myself as the wind. As I got older and beaten black and blue, I realized I'm just the grass.风往哪个方向吹，草就要往哪个方向倒。年轻的时候，也曾经以为自己是风。可是最后遍体鳞伤，才知道我们原来都只是草。https://t.cn/A6Ic0LRG

四 42
Thus unaware of even my own capacity,
Was it not somewhat crazy to have spoken like that?
But as this is so I must never withdraw
From vanquishing my disturbing conceptions.

【隆】
於己忖度不自量 所言安得非欺妄
是故常應勤精進 摧諸煩惱毋退縮

【如】
出言不量力，云何非颠狂？
故於灭烦恼，应恒不退怯。