it has been very long time that i didnt hear your voice, even your old voice messages have been expired that i cannot hear when i miss you so much, im getting crazy without u, and even im starting to forget how was your voice, the only thing i can do is look at your photos 24 hours a day, its such a stupid thing, but what should i do if i love you, everyday i wake up, i wake up and as soon as i open my eyes i immediately check my phone , because everyday i wait for ur message, i dont know why but i really believe that one day you will text me, i dont know how but everytime i will create new hope about you even if its impossible, in 2019 the best thing i have ever had is to meet you, and i was going to tell you this things face to face on new years eve, but see im staying alone on mew years eve, but wish you the best wishes for your new year https://t.cn/z8AxDyV

我忍不住对着海大叫 啊~ 然后 恬恬生日快乐呦 我和丽丽踩着海水转头对恬恬大喊 其实我还想对着大海喊 2019快过去吧~ 2020年对我们好一点~ 后来还是没喊出口 因为还有太多太多愿望等着自己去努力实现
今天和好朋友说起曾经的难过的往事 我发现我早已不再为这些往事难过 而是心疼那时小小的我
这里的夏天很长很长 长得我觉得时间从未流逝
有时候会厌倦 但回到冰冷的冬天 又是恐惧的 so this summer was the best I've ever had.

差劲的自己也要兵来将挡水来土掩~

今日份tips(昨日):
1.这个夜晚有点凝重，所谓成长，真的是一瞬间的想通，就像一道困扰你许久的立体几何，你执着的一定要这三个条件来解题，非他不可，会有那么一瞬间，你发现了新的思路，新的方法，新的条件，你会发现，其实更重要的东西，被掩埋住了，你曾经一直念念不忘的那些就如同过眼云烟。这时，你会将指向罪恶的历史，全部推倒重来。换血般的重生，重新审视这盘错综复杂的大局，规划自己的思路，提笔，解题。Never say ever，因为你曾经信奉的会变质，肯定的会迟疑，坚信的会背叛，失望的会反转，一句话，一张图，一段文字，一句歌词，蜻蜓点水的功夫下是万丈波澜。沙漠的气候已经足够干旱了，就不要把水浪费在海市蜃楼那了，柳暗花明的转角处，或许你会有点想法。
2.别人稀罕你，是因为你身上拥有闪耀的光点，不要让自己的傲慢而令人厌恶甚至反感
3.无论生而为何，大家都是第一次接触，多一份理解，少一份距离
4.没有人会永远帮你打伞，伞，一直都有，接下来，你要学会自己撑伞，去帮助更多的人
5.好好珍惜你身边的每一个人，纵使你们终究会面临别离