每次有人冷不丁冒出要我怎么看待事情怎么说话怎么化妆怎么作息怎么规划啥时候结婚，我都有种被在街角等我经过的传教者设问“你找到上帝了吗信教吗”的感觉。
真的，在这里生存的第一课是学会怎么做政客，越底层普通人越有成为政客的奇技淫巧和根深蒂固的bullshit哲学方法论，但他们按照设计又多少被剥夺了分享聚光灯的资本。显然我连基本功都没通过，何谈发展和机遇。total fuck up eh?
2019我连向上climb social ladder的包袱都放下了。未尝不可。人生苦短，先对得起自己再顾Title。
好想写封信给伦敦生活的女主：全世界都觉得你是垃圾，但你学会珍惜自己就好得多。

莎士比亚 - Sonnet 7

Lo! in the orient when the gracious light
Lifts up his burning head, each under eye
Doth homage to his new-appearing sight,
Serving with looks his sacred majesty;
And having climb'd the steep-up heavenly hill,
Resembling strong youth in his middle age,
yet mortal looks adore his beauty still,
Attending on his golden pilgrimage;
But when from highmost pitch, with weary car,
Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day,
The eyes, 'fore duteous, now converted are
From his low tract and look another way:
So thou, thyself out-going in thy noon,
Unlook'd on diest, unless thou get a son.
看，当普照万物的太阳从东方
抬起了火红的头，下界的眼睛
都对他初升的景象表示敬仰，
用目光来恭候他神圣的驾临；
然后他既登上了苍穹的极峰，
像精力饱满的壮年，雄姿英发，
万民的眼睛依旧膜拜他的峥嵘，
紧紧追随着他那疾驰的金驾。
但当他，像耄年拖着尘倦的车轮，
从绝顶颤巍巍地离开了白天，
众目便一齐从他下沉的足印
移开它们那原来恭顺的视线。
同样，你的灿烂的日中一消逝，
你就会悄悄死去，如果没后嗣。#冒个泡#

《做这样的女孩》做一个阳光明媚的女孩，做一个真诚善良的女孩，做一个灵动有趣的女孩，做一个自在潇洒的女孩。做一个自强自立的女孩，做一个勇攀高峰，追求卓越的女孩，做一个美好强大的女孩。凡事，皆有可能。

【To be such a girl】to be a sunny girl, to be a sincere and kind girl, to be a smart and interesting girl, to be a free and easy girl. Be a girl who is self-reliant , be a girl who is brave enough to climb the peak, pursue excellence, and be a beautiful and powerful girl. Anything is possible. https://t.cn/Ryh0ZSC